Well its been a while since my last blog. I need to vent and this seems to be the best place to do it. I really need a job. I have been looking every where and filling out applications like crazy. Money is so tight right now and I feel like it is all my fault. We had to set limits on how much to spend on the kids and we put it on credit cards. Even though that limit was $125 on each child it did not go far. My daughter is 10 and everything she wants costs so much money that she only ends up with like two things under the tree. Even Jayden who is 2 only ended up with like 4 things under the tree. I remember when I was a child we did not get expensive stuff but we ended up with a ton of gifts.
Maybe I should not let it bother me but I do. We are falling behind in our monthly bills because of the move, Christmas and just life. I really hate that I don't help solve these problems. Everyone keeps saying just finish school then you find a job. What if that's not true?